Wednesday, January 31, 2007

tess


waahh..nkaLimutan ko..
bgong pic ni mareng tess..
kinuha to ng intrams..hbng twang -twa xa s mga nglalaro,
kmi nmn pinagkakatuwaan xa...
kc d nmin mkita..nkhrang cla..eh d tmbi cla sa knila..
tpos umusod c mam..akala ata uupo c pura..

"cge n nicole..tbi ka lng ky mam..ako mgssbing papiktyur...
tgnn ntin kng mgkmkha nga tlga kyo..haha.."
"cra gaizle..ayoko"
"cge n..ako nga mgssbi eh.."
after 10 yrs..auin den..
"mam, papicture po.."
"ayuku..ano b yan.." pa shy efek pa..pro mkkta mo knyang mga ngiti n gsto din nya..haha..
tnatakpan pa nya mukha nya ng kamay..yn parang mga nahuli ng
pulis n ayaw pkuha sa kamera..haha..
"cge n mam..."
aiaw tlga..cnsma p nya c mam de paula..c pura inip n inip na..haha..jowk..
at sa wakas..napicturan den..ang resulta...
tentenenen...yng nasa taas..haha..

cLosure

waaaaahh!! nakacLose encounter ko c mareng zeny khpon!!!
nagtest kc ako..tpos kming 2 n lng ang naiwan...


mahaL n mahaL ko n xa!!! ambait bait nya|!!! totoo to hnd jowk...
grabe..hnd xa madaldal, hnd xa mkwento ng buhay nya sa klase,
pro
ambait nya!!! n-n

mahal n mahal ko din c mareng tess!!! grabe...
angaLing nya...tpos ayos pa mkiride...
knina:
2 ang board sa rum...after dun sa harap, dun nmn xa smin...
it's jowk time...haha...
ngsusulat xa ng d ko maintindhan...lmlipad n s ulo ko lht ch2ch3 butane ketone n yan...
so hbng cnslat nya, umiral kabitchihan ni jopay...
bnura nya isang line sa O, eh d single bond n lng...
"mam lagi po bng double bond?"
"uu"
"eh bkit po to single lang?"
dngdgan ni mare ng 1 guhit...
d pa nkuntento, bnura nya nmn yng no...
"mam magksma po b to.?"
"ano yun.?"
tpos nLagyn nya uli ng no...
"nko mam npka careless nyo tlga!!"
thmik sndali...den..
"eh kng magng careless din kya ako sa pagcopute ng grades mo john paul.?"
haha..
den chikahan nmn...
ako "mam'nnonood po b kyo ng "about ur love"
waLng sgot..
"eh let's go po.?"
wala pa rin..nko..dedma..
den my gmgwa ng props nla sa pinoi...
lumapit c mam..
"ano b yan s filipino.? pmnta n kya kyo dun..."
tpos knuha nya yng isang props...
den my nrnig kmi ni jopay na...
"bzzzzzzz"
prang nkkpaglaro n bata...
yun pala, c mam!!! nyahaha!! nglalalaro c mam!!!
achaka bkit "bbzzzzz".? eh tipakLong yon!!!
hahaha!!!
tpos my binuLong ako ke jopay
"i've got something to put on my bLog tonight!!!"
hahahaha!!! tpos gagong jopay,
"mam, alam niyo po b yng www.dark1891.blogspot.com?
punta po kyo ha...
"bakit.? nilalagay niyu mga pnggagagawa ko.?"
tumpak!!! anggaLing!!! pno nya nLman.? haha...
pro angaling tLga...napaisip tuLoy ako...
nkita n nya kya to.?
lagot..haha..
tpos npa mother figure nya tLga...
nwaLa kc ntbk. ko..tpos sbi nya kay vivian:
"oh chige wag n..nkikita ko nmn xang nagnonotesh eh..."
ambait!!! at eto pa...knina ulet..during the kabitchihan...
"nashan n yung erasher.?"
at dahan dahan...ang malikot n kamay ni daine, niLagay ang eraser
sa bag ni jopay.."
tpos bglang...
"mam nasa bag po ni jopay!!!"
c mam "wag..madumi yan.."
pinalo ako ni jops "ahhh!! bitchy ka tLga!!"
oh db..concerned..haha..


eto nmn..proj. sa math..at dhil concerned to kay mareng diaz..
ilalagay ko dito..hehe...

Limits of love

Do math really have relevance to us?
Can we use it when riding a bus?
Will it help us in solving a solution?
Can it change the world’s revolution?

I too don’t know the answer
But there’s one thing I’m sure that can make it better
It goes with me, Him, you and the dove
It is none other than the thing called love

Math tells some of the saddest love stories
It can touch everyone even the sweetest bees
Just think about it, maybe you’ll one of it
I’m not sure if it will give you a hit

Tangent lines that have the chance to meet
But that’s only once and they can never repeat
After that encounter they can meet never
Sorry to say but it will be forever

Parallel lines that are rowed with each other
They’ve never have a chance to meet one another
Whatever they do it’s just not their fate
Even if someone will put them in bait

Asymptotes that can get closer and closer
Nearer and nearer to one another
But the sad part is it is not a way better
Because it’s written in their hands that they can never be together

Just like ellipse find your focus
Don’t rush in the blooming of the lotus
I believe, for sure, in time somewhere
You’ll find you’re someone, your congruent partner

Songs
Don’t Cha
(Don’t Cha by Pussycat Dolls)

Don’t cha wish your teacher is hot like her?
Don’t cha wish your classes are free like this?
Don’t cha!!

M.A.T.H
(YMCA by Village People)

It’s fun to study the M.A.T.H
It’s fun to study the M.A.T.H
You can get yourself used, you can have a good sense
You can do whatever you feel


may choreography ang don't cha..
kapag "Don’t cha wish your teacher is hot like her?"
turo kay mareng diaz..
repeat hanggang mabola mo xa..
haha..


tpos khpon, hbng kmkain kmi ni vivian, my cnb xang tlga nmng napaiyak ako:

---that's life--acceptance---

Monday, January 15, 2007

memory card

habang kyo nagkkLase, andito ako ngayon--ngpopost...
npkawaLa ko tLgng kwenta...
kng bkit ako absent, ayoko ng sbhin...aLam ko nmng wLang
maniniwaLa dhiL gmit n gmit n ang excuse n to khit n yun
nmn tLga ang dahiLan...
at dahiL waLa akong mgwa hbng kayo meron (quizzes lessons etc),
mgkukwento n lng ako...

my bgo kming target khpon...ok fine, target ko Lng pLa...
maLas niya, dami n nyang pinapaiyak
eh...hehe...

ang cnsbi ko ay c mareng marissa aniban...
nakakaLoko tong babae n to...anhirap hirap ng ng lesson, test etc.
nkangiti pa rin...para tuLoy ansarap niyang batuhuin ng boLpen...
haha...chka san ka pa kng pinaon-d-spot sumative kayo.? tsktsk...
sa susunod papairmahin n nmin to ng kasunduan...

"Monday

Dear mrs. smiLey

sabi niyo po na sa fri. n ang sumative test nmin at hindi n
sa wed...waLa ng bawian...nkangiti pa nga po kyo hbng cnscbi
niyo yon...pakipirmahan lng po tong kasunduan n to dhiL mrmi ng
manLoLoko sa pnhon ngayon...ayaw nming mgng isa ka don...pramis...
Labyu...
______________
signature"

practicaL test khpon...aLphabeticaL...kso mdming kmkha ng kuLang
niLang test kya npabiLis...weL, d pa rin ako npasama...wahehehe...

mahirap daw..khit nga ang npkagaLing n c jopay ay hnd nkha...
tuLaLang tuLaLa xa...hnd mkpaniwaLa...(haha barbera n to)
tpos umatake nnmn ang kaLokohan ni aniban...kmsta n daw ang
proj. nmin eh bngo nya paLa...maLoko tLga...so yon...una by grup..
tpos nnnkot n indviduaL n lng daw..sa huLi, by cLass din paLa...
tpos ngpprinig n ok kng memory card..eh mahaL yon...tpos pmnta xa
s kbiLang rum pra tgnan yng mga ngppractical..tpos bigLang smgaw c
jopay ng b****..hndi ko aLm kng dhiL msma ang loob nya o umatake lng ang kabitchihan...nyahaha..eh d ngkaguLo na...ang ingay ingay...
"party!!!"
"ut a totaL sLut!"
"a freaking whore!"
"b***** b**** b****!"
at kng anu-ano pang sumpa...ewan ko kng nririnig nya kmi s kabiLa...
pro ano nmn.?haha...tpos bigLa xang bmLik...tahimik ang lahat...
parang mga angeLs...behave...tpos back to business...hehe...
ngbgayan ng iba pang suggestions pra s proj.:
una kong nagtaas "memory card"
sunod c jopay "memory card"
tpos may isa pa "memory card"
den isa pa "memory card"

tpos kng anu-ano pa pro wLa p rin xang ngstuhan:
mouse
mouse pad
avr
smiLey stuff toy
e-Load
house & Lot

yun paLa memory card tLga gusto niya..eh mxdong mahaL..pro wag
daw llgpas ng 1000..tpos bngo nnmn nya..ntkot cguro n bka mgsumbong
kmi s mga mguLang nmin n npkmhL ng proj. niya..hehe...khit ano n
Lng daw, khit maLiit, basta mggmit s cs...tpos sbi ko:

"eh d mam memory card nga po"

d usuaL iiLing iLing nnmn xa n nkangiti pa..if i know yun tLga
gsto niya...waheheh...so yun n nga tLga proj. nmin, pro dpt my rcbo
daw n ngpptnay n 1000 lng...

hindi pa ata nkuntento c jopay...pagdting ng quad, mhina nyang
cnbi na "marissa's a..." tpos bigLang sumigaw "b****!!!"nyahaha...

keLan b ko mttpos s pagntitrip ng mga guro...my dngdag pa kong bgo n
mdming aLm c computers...isang search lng nya, mkkta n kagad nya
tong bLog ko...patay na...

haii...skit n tLga ng uLo ko..bwisit pa tong ubo at sipon n to...
andming ggwin...quizzes, tests, proj...pno ko mggwa kng msma
pkramdam ko.?tuLong naman...oh hnd kya sana my memory card n lng ako
pra hnd n keLangng mgreview dhiL nksave n ang mga lessons...

---smiLe big for everyone eventhough you know what they've done...---

memory card

habang kyo nagkkLase, andito ako ngayon--ngpopost...
npkawaLa ko tLgng kwenta...
kng bkit ako absent, ayoko ng sbhin...aLam ko nmng wLang
maniniwaLa dhiL gmit n gmit n ang excuse n to khit n yun
nmn tLga ang dahiLan...
at dahiL waLa akong mgwa hbng kayo meron (quizzes lessons etc),
mgkukwento n lng ako...

my bgo kming target khpon...ok fine, target ko Lng pLa...
maLas niya, dami n nyang pinapaiyak
eh...hehe...

ang cnsbi ko ay c mareng marissa aniban...
nakakaLoko tong babae n to...anhirap hirap ng ng lesson, test etc.
nkangiti pa rin...para tuLoy ansarap niyang batuhuin ng boLpen...
haha...chka san ka pa kng pinaon-d-spot sumative kayo.? tsktsk...
sa susunod papairmahin n nmin to ng kasunduan...

"Monday

Dear mrs. smiLey

sabi niyo po na sa fri. n ang sumative test nmin at hindi n
sa wed...waLa ng bawian...nkangiti pa nga po kyo hbng cnscbi
niyo yon...pakipirmahan lng po tong kasunduan n to dhiL mrmi ng
manLoLoko sa pnhon ngayon...ayaw nming mgng isa ka don...pramis...
Labyu...
______________
signature"

practicaL test khpon...aLphabeticaL...kso mdming kmkha ng kuLang
niLang test kya npabiLis...weL, d pa rin ako npasama...wahehehe...

mahirap daw..khit nga ang npkagaLing n c jopay ay hnd nkha...
tuLaLang tuLaLa xa...hnd mkpaniwaLa...(haha barbera n to)
tpos umatake nnmn ang kaLokohan ni aniban...kmsta n daw ang
proj. nmin eh bngo nya paLa...maLoko tLga...so yon...una by grup..
tpos nnnkot n indviduaL n lng daw..sa huLi, by cLass din paLa...
tpos ngpprinig n ok kng memory card..eh mahaL yon...tpos pmnta xa
s kbiLang rum pra tgnan yng mga ngppractical..tpos bigLang smgaw c
jopay ng b****..hndi ko aLm kng dhiL msma ang loob nya o umatake lng ang kabitchihan...nyahaha..eh d ngkaguLo na...ang ingay ingay...
"party!!!"
"ut a totaL sLut!"
"a freaking whore!"
"b***** b**** b****!"
at kng anu-ano pang sumpa...ewan ko kng nririnig nya kmi s kabiLa...
pro ano nmn.?haha...tpos bigLa xang bmLik...tahimik ang lahat...
parang mga angeLs...behave...tpos back to business...hehe...
ngbgayan ng iba pang suggestions pra s proj.:
una kong nagtaas "memory card"
sunod c jopay "memory card"
tpos may isa pa "memory card"
den isa pa "memory card"

tpos kng anu-ano pa pro wLa p rin xang ngstuhan:
mouse
mouse pad
avr
smiLey stuff toy
e-Load
house & Lot

yun paLa memory card tLga gusto niya..eh mxdong mahaL..pro wag
daw llgpas ng 1000..tpos bngo nnmn nya..ntkot cguro n bka mgsumbong
kmi s mga mguLang nmin n npkmhL ng proj. niya..hehe...khit ano n
Lng daw, khit maLiit, basta mggmit s cs...tpos sbi ko:

"eh d mam memory card nga po"

d usuaL iiLing iLing nnmn xa n nkangiti pa..if i know yun tLga
gsto niya...waheheh...so yun n nga tLga proj. nmin, pro dpt my rcbo
daw n ngpptnay n 1000 lng...

hindi pa ata nkuntento c jopay...pagdting ng quad, mhina nyang
cnbi na "marissa's a..." tpos bigLang sumigaw "b****!!!"nyahaha...

keLan b ko mttpos s pagntitrip ng mga guro...my dngdag pa kong bgo n
mdming aLm c computers...isang search lng nya, mkkta n kagad nya
tong bLog ko...patay na...

haii...skit n tLga ng uLo ko..bwisit pa tong ubo at sipon n to...
andming ggwin...quizzes, tests, proj...pno ko mggwa kng msma
pkramdam ko.?tuLong naman...oh hnd kya sana my memory card n lng ako
pra hnd n keLangng mgreview dhiL nksave n ang mga lessons...

---smiLe big for everyone eventhough you know what they've done...---

Friday, January 12, 2007

....pahaboL (hehe)

haLt

then---

why did i have to come when you was about to give up…
why did i have to save you when you were falling…
why did i have to hold on when you were letting go…
why did I have to feel like heaven when deep inside you’re in hell…

i have to
i love you

but now---

why did you have to come when i was about to give up...
why did you have to save me when i was about to faLL...
why did you have to hoLd on when i was about to let go...
why did you have to let me feel like heaven when deep inside you’re in hell…

i just wish you hadn’t

it just kept me falling further for you
so as being broken much as you want too

stop doing all these sort of things
we’re just feeling the pain both of us should not
admit it
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
what is meant to be will work out perfectly

and I ‘m just not the one for you

we….can never be us



so...yak..khadiri..cno nnmng gmwa nito.? ano nnmng kabaLbaLan to.?
eeeeeeww...

---we shouLd be gLad God doesn't give everything we ask for---

10 yrs

after 10 years!!!!!
nkpagupdate den!!!
hahahaha...nmis nyo b ko.? hehe

wel, wag nang ienumerate ang mga nngyri
dhiL siguradong aabutin tyo ng next yir...haha..

undefined ang lahat...uncertain...mguLo...

ayos ka n tpos bgLang bbLik...tpos arggh...

waLa...anguLo...

pro s mga amiga ko, ayos n ayos...hehe...

mareng zeny: naiintindihan ko n tinuturo nya..yehey...
cLose n kmi..tnwag nya pa nga kong gaizLe...
hehe...
mareng tessy: yng ibang lesson naiintindhan ko..
yng iba hindi...minsan xe nkkinig ako..
at minsan nmn hinde...gnon lng yon..haha..
mareng puree: nmimis ko n xa..pro student teacher..mkha nmng pwet..
haha...kya nmn pag xa ang xur n ddting, ngrerecite
n ang lola...gud dog...haha...
mareng azuh: nko..ded boL ako dito..lagi akong late...knina:

after math, ad chem next..so punta kming ad chem ni jopay...
gmgwa ng research c lau..eh d naaLiw kmi..twanan pa ng
twanan..nkachikahan pa nga nmin c sir derez...haha...den sbi ko:
"bat d pa naaLis coper.? nsan c mam.?"
"ewan.."
"yehey wLng ad chem!!!"
nng iaanounce n dpt nmin...
lau: "nsan n ibng moseley.?"
kmi ni jopay "ewan.."
ako "ENGLISH!!!!"
takbo takbo takbo...
patay nagtetest!!!
"sori mam we're late..we thought it was our ad chem..."
(doing the zeny mode, hingaL hingaL)
"january na d nyo pa alam skedyul niyo"
tpos prang mbigat pa sa loob nya n bigyan kmi ng test paper..
haha...

mareng cham: wel, wlng kong balita s mare kong to..d ko xa maestra..
pro nakakasabay nmin xang kumain...nkharap p xa smin..haha..
waLa lng...alam ko my something disorder xa sa pelvis...let's pray for her...
nga pLa...knina:

ppsok kmi s ad chem (pro eng. dpt...haha) nkita nmin xa...
ngLLkad...den something caught our attention..
yng strap ng sandaLs niya, hnd nkstrap...tntapakan niya...
lam mo yng pag tinatamad kng isuot hyaan mo n lng.?ganun...
den tumigiL xa sa isang side...tinaas nya ng pLikod yng
paa niya tpos sinuot nya..nkit ata kming nktingin..haha..

aian..ewan ko b kng bkit cla lgi lman ng bLog ko..
kng bkit cla lgi knkwento ko...wLa lng...
i find them amusing..haha...

--...the feeLing that i'm faLLing further---